Confused Heart

Confused Heart
(April 2011)
Sometimes I feel confused
Is it possible to love too much,
Or too many?
Do I feel too much?
I didn't used to feel at all
Now my heart swells
At the sound of your voice
Your texts on my phone
But I don't know why
I don't know what I want
-Neither do you
We are both in recovery mode
But yours is isolation
While mine is infatuation
I love being in love
But I'm not ready
So I create a fantasy
My different crushes
Fulfill different parts of the fantasy
You are my center
My strength
My hope
The only problem now
Is that I don't know
For what I hope...