Far From Perfect

Far From Perfect

Perfect
What does the word even mean?
I feel so flawed
I know I'm hard to handle
I know sometimes
I get way too emotional
I know I cry too much
And when my anxiety sets in
My self-esteem goes down the toilet
Sometimes I'm too loud
Sometimes I'm too quiet
I know I'm extra needy
I do need a LOT of attention!
Yet other times
I can't help but worry
About ALL the problems in the world
I'm also a little bit crazy-
Yes, sometimes that is fun
But it can also be challenging
I know I am a challenge
And I make things hard
But, sometimes I think I am amazing
I'm smart and funny
I love to laugh!
Some days, I even feel beautiful!
But deep down
I always remember
I'm human and I'm flawed
I can only hope
That to someone
I'm worth it!