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You say you love me
But maybe you just love
A warm body in bed next to you
A pretty face to look at
How can I be sure that I am more?
That when you see me
You look beyond the hair, face, and body
That you see what's inside
That sometimes my jokes
Mask my insecurities
My laughter
Hides my pain
How do I know
That you see all this - and more
That I am not just a pretty face
And a warm embrace
While you wait for something else
Something better
Something different
How do I know if it's me
That you've always been waiting for?