Unasked Questions

Unasked Questions
(May 2011)
You push me and push me
To tell you exactly
How much I love you
How much I care
You ask me questions
That I am terrified to answer
And amazingly
My feelings don't scare you
Or push you away
You tell me they make you smile
But I can't see the smile
You are still so far away
And you aren't open
With how you feel about me
I only know how you feel about
Everyone else in your life
I'm dying to know
But I'm terrified to ask
You broke my heart once
I know I told you I'm stronger now
But you are my weakness
I take my phone to bed with me
I turn the ringer onto "obnoxious"
Just in case you call
Or text
But I still don't know
Do you ever think about me
First thing in the morning?
Last thing at night?
Do you ever roll over in bed
(Or on the couch)
And wish it was me beside you
Instead of empty space?
Will you ever get over her
And be ready for me
And the love I could give you
Or will you just
Break my heart again?