Jenna

Jenna
(2011)
I'm writing this for you
Because smiles - you could use a few
I know there's a lot going on
Hang in there - stay strong
Crystal is your ex
You used to have sex
Sorry to say - she's a whore
It's time to close that door
Focus on your close friends
Don't let those be the ends
You work in a bingo hall
Not just old folk - ages of all
New York is where you're from
I lived there too - but Cali is my home
We've talked for over four years
It works nicely - since we're both queers
You used to be my almost
But no we're friends - let's toast!
Having exes does really suck
Bitches we used to fuck
Be happy we have each other
Yay! - Friends forever

Clarity

Clarity
(2011)
I seek clarity
But the more I think
The more muddled everything becomes
I analyze love
I ask why
Then I wonder how I ever know
How do I know anything to be truth
Can I even believe my own feelings
Maybe they are just exaggerating
Some version of like
The more I think
The heavier the fog becomes
And still
-I seek clarity

The New (old) Me

The New (old) Me
(early 2011)
Her love was like a dream
But I forgot to wake up
For three years I slept
The silence pounding in my head
I cover my ears and scream
I laugh
I cry
I dance
Anything to drown out the silence
I yawn
I stretch
I am ready to take on the world
I have no regrets
Everything I have ever done
Has brought me to today
The day that I will stop procrastinating
Being happy