Sorry

I tried not to be needy
I tried not to come on too strong
Instead I fucked up a different way
It hasn't even been a day
Since you disappeared from my phone
Now work is really no fun
Without your continuous texts
I didn't know where they were leading
Or what you thought about me
Or even IF you were thinking of me
But this time that didn't bother me
The more we texted - the more I smiled
And looked forward to your next witty remark
You are smart, funny, feisty, and beautiful
Amazingly - you never bore me
I miss your random questions
I miss how you say "orly"
When I proposition you via text
Maybe there's a lot of you I don't know
And a lot you don't know about me
But I was really enjoying the process
Of getting to know you better
I had no expectations
Just a growing crush
Yet now I feel flat
So I guess in the end you were right
You did manage to squish me

Unlabelable

Unlabelable
(June 2011)
I dated men - I got bored
I fell in love with a woman
She broke my heart
Now everyone wonders
Some even ask
Who I'll date next
Society wants to label me
Am I gay?
Am I bisexual?
What box would I check
On a dating application
My only answer is
I am just me; Maja
Don't label me
I won't ever fit any mold
Women are beautiful
And I am open to possibilities
In all shapes and sizes
Love is limitless - mysterious
My type is someone
Who can stand up to me
Challenge me
Make me think
Someone who laughs with me
Understands my humor
"Gets it"
And flirts
A lot!
My type is someone who
When they put their arms around me
The world stands still
I stop spinning
Someone with a bright smile
Deep eyes
And a forgiving heart
Someone who sees me for who I am
Accepts my imperfections
And doesn't expect me to change
But encourages me to grow
To learn
And to live outside the box
Love is limitless - delirious
My type is someone
Who is all this - and maybe more
The rest is irrelevant
I am open to possibilities
Don't label me